Poems for 72 Days, Day 6

I wonder what you are thinking as your hands brush mine as we hold the rail
As you nod your head in slumber
Your eyes tainted crimson
Where will you be in 10 years
Where would life have taken you...

As you hurriedly yet imperturbably eat your lunch
Unlock your phone to the cover picture of you kissing your girlfriend
Holding frozen yogurt you hope won't melt before you get to her place

As you furiously finish your homework
Playing your clarinet and asking for change
Your shades defiantly covering your eyes in tunnels we ride
Pushing a two seat stroller with three other kids vying for your attention
While you try to talk to your man
Reading Things Fall Apart or Sex, Drugs, and Economics  

I wonder what your compromises and contradictions have been so far in life
As I reflect on mine.

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